The mother of my child was in my dreams the other night. I have not spoken to her in over a year, ain't seen her in over 3 years. In my dream I was being showed pictures of her and I was being given a large wad of cash in my hands. I showed pics to my mother and we both confirmed it was her.
Then I remembered feeling good like I was going to get to see my son. My mother was happy because not a day go by that she doesn't mention something about seeing her grandson. After I get the happy feeling I wake up without having reunited with my son.
This was one of the better dreams that I had about my son. In most of them I'm chasing him getting closer, closer, and closer to him, but as soon as I'm about to catch em the dream ends. In other dreams I see em, but I do so from a far distance. I usually feel sad for days after having those dreams. This one gave me the sense that something positive was going to happen concerning me having a relationship with my son.
All yesterday and today I thought about it, then this evening I was about to take a nap when I received a call from a close friend. My tells me that they found my bm on facebook and have forwarded me the link. I look at it and indeed its her. She changed her appearance a bit, but its her. God works!!!
Now I need to contemplate my next move carefully. I want to see my son badly, but the bm is not wrapped too tight. Me just sending her a note might work her into a frenzy. I'll spend the next few days praying and thinking about the best way to handle this.
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