QUANTITY OVER QUALITY

Got me a nice netflix account. I can watch as many films as I want, three a pop at home for about $ 15 bucks a month.

Some movies are set up in a way that allows them to be watched instantly on the computer and that's super cool. I would love to do it like that, but my system acts nutty everytime I try, so I don't mess it, like that, anymore. I get my three at a time and I'm good with it.

Because of netflixs I try out many movies that I would not watch on cable or go pay to see at the show. I've had a few horrible boo boo water flixs, but most be at least watchable.
I have been with netflixs since 03 and I can now spot a stinker a mile away just by looking at the overview online, so only the most entertaining movies make it to my dvd player.

I got about a good 400 movies on my 'to see' list and I kick stuff out, add some in, switch up the order whenever I want to.

At the end of the day the overall quality of the movies depends on the taste of the person watching them, but the vast quantity of

Its What It Is

This came to me initially about 5 years ago and has passed through my mind many times before I decided to write it down. I would put it on paper but I have too much stuff and too little space as it is. So writing it in this blog is the ticket. I don't have to worry about clutter or it getting lost. Once I put it down here, its here forever.

Let me get started and come with this piece that I'm calling "Its What It Is".
This was motivated by incident that happened to my cousin when he was living in Central California. This was supposed to be an entire song and it still could, but as of now its just a chorus. Check it out!

We Drop Bombs On The Triple K
Spray Em With The AK
Today Is A New Day
Niggas Now Ain't Afraid

We Drop Bombs On The Triple K
Spray Em With The AK
They Best Stay Out My Way
Today Niggas Don't Play

The moral of the story is that if they don't start none, then it will be none. The way things are looking I believe many of yall out there know know what time it is.

I Had A Dream The Other Night

The mother of my child was in my dreams the other night. I have not spoken to her in over a year, ain't seen her in over 3 years. In my dream I was being showed pictures of her and I was being given a large wad of cash in my hands. I showed pics to my mother and we both confirmed it was her.


Then I remembered feeling good like I was going to get to see my son. My mother was happy because not a day go by that she doesn't mention something about seeing her grandson. After I get the happy feeling I wake up without having reunited with my son.


This was one of the better dreams that I had about my son. In most of them I'm chasing him getting closer, closer, and closer to him, but as soon as I'm about to catch em the dream ends. In other dreams I see em, but I do so from a far distance. I usually feel sad for days after having those dreams. This one gave me the sense that something positive was going to happen concerning me having a relationship with my son.


All yesterday and today I thought about it, then this evening I was about to take a nap when I received a call from a close friend. My tells me that they found my bm on facebook and have forwarded me the link. I look at it and indeed its her. She changed her appearance a bit, but its her. God works!!!


Now I need to contemplate my next move carefully. I want to see my son badly, but the bm is not wrapped too tight. Me just sending her a note might work her into a frenzy. I'll spend the next few days praying and thinking about the best way to handle this.